Eye Surgery

Last night when I was laying on the floor at church.

 I was feeling really disconnected. 

All of the sudden I was overwhelmed. I couldn't get up, I couldn't open my eyes.

 Then I saw a pair of eyes as close as you could get.

 Closer than real eyes could be because my eyes 

wouldn't have been able to focus. 

I felt like my eyes were a camera and the eyes that were staring at me,

 weren't looking at my eyes, they were looking in my eyes. 

I saw a needle and thread and I saw different medical instruments in my line of vision. Someone said, "They aren't big enough." I was laying on a operating table,

 but I couldn't see anything unless it was right above me. 

They were working away and I let them.

 My vision was too small.

 whoa. 

I didn't realize that's what that meant until I just typed it. 

My vision was too small. I always think too small. 

I always want to settle for less so I'm not disappointed. 

I'm done with that way of thinking. 

If I want small, 

I'll get small. 

If I want big, maybe I will get big. 

or bigger! what about that? 

There's no limit with God. 

I've got to be more positive.